Great blog yesterday - sounds like the fast show.

Very tired today so writing this now before I go out. Last night I went out with students and talked about how I would eventually live in Barcelona. My presentation of my life as adventure sounded very plausible, I must say.

I was a bit shocked when Enriquo told me he has an English girlfriend - how can some men be so stupid? His eyes are of that deep pool variety which hypnotise with the apparent depth of connection that they are signalling.

Today came into work and Cathy gave me a packet of dates. 'Left over from Christmas, were they,' I said, and immediately felt like shit because even before she replied I realised they were a present. Is there any connection with yesterday? (relates to lost blog). There may be, but even if there isn't, such behaviour contrasts with my stingy, punishing attitude which is so typical of my resentment. I must share this at mastery next week.