Had a very connecting conversation with Dan in the pub, despite having felt totally disconnected all day, not interested in work, I just wanted to sit at home and look out of the window. But 2 pints of Landlord changes things, and we ended up having a very animated discussion about religious urges and how these related to sexual ones and my relationship with my father - yes, it was mainly me that connected all those things up. Or actually all me. Was observed at college and felt none of the usual panics associated with that - very post LT. What's interesting is that I can have these feelings about LT and yet still get the benefit of the weekend. And i do feel a shift in my relationship with Dan - I don't feel the usual resentment, but a real feeling of love for him. Oh yes siree, what LT has done for me !!!