Went to see The Edukators tonight - cracking film. Plot a little creaky but its so well acted and directed that one's not going to quibble ... Made me soooooooooo glad I'm not 22 anymore - god the pain of relationships. Once you've got past 40 there really is no excuse for putting yourself through all that emotion. I was talking to Armand about this this pm. We both agreed that a car and a computer were definitely higher priorities than relationships - and so much more reliable. The great thing about cars and computers is that when its time to change them, you can do it without having to take a couple of days off work and boring ones friends to distraction.

Today has been a bit of a cop out - I made such a good list last night, but I havent done a single thing on it. I love making lists now, but they have absolutely no effect whatsover on whether I actually carry anything out.

Last night at the Royal Festival Hall, Seu Jorge was fab. Once the old guys who do the doors there let people dance along the front of the stage, the place took on a definitely Brazilian air, and English rules about smoking in concert halls for example went hang. Got very drunk with Chris afterwards (it was his suggestion to go) and talked as ever about Trish and the effect of the children. God I hope they can stay together long enough to see those children leave home - they'll have a wonderful retirement, screwing and drinking cocktails.

Had sex with some guy off gaydar - cos Fabio's in New York. He said 'actually you're quite attractive'. More than could be said for him - as in most cases, he looked considerably worse than his pictures. The good thing about having fairly crap pictures is that I always get complemented on how cute I am compared to them.